Missing

Mike,

Alright, I looked for that email, high and low, at fist I thought I’d just filed it somewhere, but it’s definitely not there at all.  It’s pretty odd.  I never delete emails.  It seemed like it was meant for a different person, but sent to me by mistake.  It was talking about some kind of meeting to discuss a problem.  Anyway never mind.  If I can’t find it, I can’t find it.

I didn’t see Sophie today at all.  I don’t know why I keep mentioning her.  I guess it’s because she’s the only real human interaction I have all day.  No one else really speaks to me much.  I don’t think I’m unpopular, just little point in making any long term friends right?  They won’t be around for ever.  Sophs’s different.  I dunno, we just kinda clicked.  We don’t ask too many questions of each other, just happy to chat about anything random.

I’m still living in denial largely.  I saw them today, though they didn’t have anything new to tell me.  It sucks that though this has so obviously happened before, they have no idea about how to help you.  No idea about how it must feel.  So trapped.

I gotta admit I’m feeling pretty down today.  Think I’m gonna go shoot some Zombies for a while.

Joel

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