A wreck

Unsurprisingly, no Sophie.  Man I’m worried about her.  Reignsy made some kind of crude comment about her not being there and I flew off the handle.  I shouldn’t have done that.  He made me go outside and do my work in the hallway, like I was some kind of school kid.  Damn it!  Everyone laughed and of course now they all think that I’m in love with her.  I know I am, but I didn’t want the whole class, or Sophs to know that.  Not yet anyway.  I just hope it’s all forgotten before she comes back.

I tried calling her on her cell, but I just can’t get through and of course the hospital won’t give me any information on her mum as I’m not a relative.  Maybe the only option is for me to go wait at the hospital.  Or at her house.  I’ve been a little scared about going round there.  I’m not even sure she’s there.  She could be at her Aunts and I have no idea where she lives.

OK, so: decided.  Tomorrow I’m going round to her house.  I don’t care about college.  I have to find out if she’s alright.  I can’t get my mind off her.  TV doesn’t help, gaming doesn’t help.  Man, I’m a wreck.  This has to be the worst I’ve ever felt.  Not knowing what’s going on, and feeling trapped and shut out.  You know, I even forgot all about my condition, usually that’s something I think about at least once every few hours.  Kinda hard not to.

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